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1. Choose a few of your own characters. Five at the most.
2. Make them answer the following questions.
3. Then tag three people.
4. Feel free to go ahead and add some question yourself!!!

1. Danni
2. Motoki
3. Morrigan
4. Xaelya


A. How old are you?
1. Danni - 45 Please don't remind me! o_O
2. Motoki - 20
3. Morrigan - 29 ahn scars ta show fer it
4. Xaelya - Uhm.. that really depends.

B. YOU WANT A HUG? XD
1. Danni - Only a hug?
2. Motoki - sure..?
3. Morrigan - 'O caurse Ah would, C'mere yah!
4. Xaelya - I like hugs.

C. You got any bad habits?
1. Danni - I like poking my nose into other people's business.
2. Motoki - I skip class a little too often.
3. Morrigan - Yah call 'em habits.. Ah call 'em skills! Ah am a pirate ahfter all.
4. Xaelya - Sometimes I enjoy the slaughter of a crusade a little too much. *blush*


D. You a virgin?
1. Danni - Be a little hard to convince people of that, ne? *pats her son on the head*
2. Motoki - Well.. uh... *pinks at the inquisitive grin from his mother*..barely.
3. Morrigan - Nah.
4. Xaelya - Yes.

E. Who's your mate/spouse?
1. Danni - From which life? *laughs*
2. Motoki - My adorable Luxy.
3. Morrigan - 'Taint an espousing lahk whatcher askin', but Ah have pledged me loyalty to me captain.
4. Xaelya - Tobias Zellars, or as I call him, Red. But he went missing long ago..

F. Have any kids?
1. Danni - My three girls: April, May and June, plus my handsome little kit-fox right here! *pinches Motoki's cheeks*
2. Motoki - D< Moooooom!
3. Morrigan - *laughs at the other two* 'Spose one maght be nice if'n Ah ever have tha chance.
4. Xaelya - I've never really thought about it before.. maybe if I ever find Red again.

G. Favorite food?
1. Danni - Apple pie and ice cream!
2. Motoki - Stir fry with lots of veggies..mmmm
3. Morrigan - Honey roasted Bumpboar legs frahm ranches in tha Living Orbs Kingdahm.
4. Xaelya - brownies!

H. Favorite ice cream flavor?
1. Danni - Cherry
2. Motoki - Butterscotch
3. Morrigan - cinnamon spice
4. Xaelya - Brownies! X3

I. Killed anyone?
1. Danni - ...not directly. *frowns*
2. Motoki - thankfully I haven't had to yet.
3. Morrigan - Aye.. but Ah dahn't enjoy it ahs much ahs most pirates.
4. Xaelya - lots. But they were all bad!

J. Hate anyone?
1. Danni - Never for long. haha!
2. Motoki - Nope.
3. Morrigan - Ah've a bit ahf a grudge against some 'o mah family.
4. Xaelya - Not at all! I'm a champion of Light!


K. Any secrets?
1. Danni - ...sometimes the smile is only an act.
2. Motoki - *whispers* I sleep with my guitar. :3
3. Morrigan - Ahm a con artist, If ah tahld ya Ah'd lose mahst of mah clientelle!
4. Xaelya - No, not really.

L. Love anyone?
1. Danni - I do.
2. Motoki - I don't know if "love" is really a strong enough word for it. I'm bound to her on every level of my being.
3. Morrigan - ....
4. Xaelya - Yes indeed! If only I knew where he was...


M. What is your job?
1. Danni - I sing! Plus I do miscellaneous stuff at the Palace. And.. you know.. the occasional helping to defend Earth from monsters from other galaxies.
2. Motoki - Being an obnoxious, musical, drop dead gorgeous half-rate prince. XD
3. Morrigan - Ahf yah haven't 'eard meh by nauw, yah don't deserve ta be knowin'
4. Xaelya - I'm a hunter and a Paladin.


N. Are you a boy or a girl?
1. Danni - Do ya see these? *unzips her vest a little*
2. Motoki - I'm a man, sweetheart. ;D
3. Morrigan - lassie.
4. Xaelya - female



O. Favorite season?
1. Danni - I love them all. The Earth is my soul, the seasons my blood. Its rotation and cycles are my own rhythms. No one can function correctly without the other.
2. Motoki - I'm kinda torn between spring and Autumn.
3. Morrigan - Spring. Ah love tha life ahnd color it brings with it!
4. Xaelya - Summer. Running around in the warm grass reminds me of the days at Daddy's farm.


P. Who's your best friend?
1. Danni - Darien, My twin brother, of course!
2. Motoki - Is it too cliche to say my girlfriend is my best friend as well? I'm pretty tight with my cousin, too.
3. Morrigan - That's ah tough one, surely! Mahst of the crew ahf the SS Elsydion are lahk fahmily to meh.
4. Xaelya - Jijen. But don't ever tell her that. I admire the little girl's spunk, innocence and joy.


Q. Hobbies?
1. Danni - Singing, of course! I've grown to like gardening too.
2. Motoki - Singing, songwriting, playing guitar. I also play darts.
3. Morrigan - Ah travel. That's how ah find me greatest treasures.
4. Xaelya - practicing with my blades.


S. So...what are you gonna do once this tag is over?
1. Danni - probably go annoy someone.
2. Motoki - see if any of my friends want to chill. If not, then play guitar.
3. Morrigan - Honestleh? See what booty Ah can weasel out of yah.
4. Xaelya - I dunno!


T. Worst idea ever?
1. Danni - whoever invented henshin sequences. What a waste of time.
2. Motoki - blowing dust in your own face.
3. Morrigan - ...Letting them see yah cry.
4. Xaelya - Giving up hope.


U. Any advice for the children?
1. Danni - Live for the moment, and don't ever be ashamed of who you are! You're beautiful!
2. Motoki - Make sure to stop and smell the roses
3. Morrigan - Violence ain't tha ahnly way ta get whatcha be wantin'. Words cahn getcha so much further.
4. Xaelya - Be thankful for what you have.

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reading=happy Rachel

So. I'm back at this point again. Not depressed, just.. really..really..sad. Knowing it will get better, but not knowing how to deal in the meantime. I try to distract myself with work and school and my newly bought TV series, but things still catch up with me.

I try not to get stressed out over the idea of history repeating itself, and trying to learn and jump through hoops, and wondering what the outcome of it all will be. Of worrying about people getting hurt, or held back. Of worrying whether I'm making the right decisions this time. Of wondering if I have the strength to deal with it all again, along with the emotions and anxiety I pick up from everyone else on top of it, or if I should walk away now like perhaps I was meant to the first time.

And I really..REALLY get stressed over the fact..that I shouldn't even be upset. I have a good job and support myself, and am going to school, I'm healthy and happy with myself. I have direction, I have wonderful and amazing friends to keep me from being lonely. I have so many people to talk to and care about me. But I am sad, and I don't know why, I just know I shouldn't be, and then I feel guilty and that makes it even worse. I feel like a terrible person.

I'm not even sure what to think about Tj living with me. It's only been a month and we've gotten in two fights already. And by fight.. I mean him lecturing me about how horrible I treat him when he's only trying to be compassionate, and me sitting there like a little bitch and taking it as I bawl my eyes out because I don't know how to fix it. And anytime I try to stand up for myself he yells at me for rationalizing and makes me feel even worse. I try to go to him for comfort and all I get is criticism. Just like it has been for the past couple years. ><

I often wonder if perhaps most of the negativity I feel is coming from him. I know he doesn't mean to.. but.. it just seems like we bring out the worst of each other anymore. Constantly making each other feel bad. I dunno. I thought out loud to him, "We can't be this close anymore. All we do is hurt each other." And I simply got a "Fuck you!" as he went and locked himself in the bathroom like usual. He's usually a wonderful friend. He's always been there for me and me for him. And we're both going through some really tough times right now. There's no reason to throw away five or more years of all we've been through, but.. sometimes I just don't know.

I dunno. He finally listened to me when I said if he wants to help he needs to be more positive and understanding and less physical with me. We'll see if he actually understands and applies. I'm not real sure what I can do to bend to him. He gets upset that he wants to caress and hold me and I twitch and cringe and push him away, but there's really not much I can do about being uncomfortable with him being all over me. I know it's just comforting and friendly, but I don't like it.

*sigh*

It seems I'm tackling this ([link]) problem yet again.

What... happy people that want to make the people around them happy are just obviously easily manipulated? Shows how well you (don't) know me I guess.